Lyfe

HELLO WORLD!

Why is that in caps? I must be feeling really high and it is 2am. Haish...actually, I am writing this post as I wait for my movie to finish converting. It's going to take a long time...I am converting 3 movies at once! And It hasn't progressed much at all. Only 29% of the first movie has been converted T.T At this rate, I'll have to watch the movie later today...

Anyways, what I wanted to post about is my blog. This isn't my first blog. I have blogged alot before. I remember when my primary school was using a webserver (can't remember which) and there was a blog function. Since it was only open to those of my level and my teachers, I was really outgoing and noisy on blog, just like how I was in real life. And my blog was quite popular too ;) Sadly, that was only until I graduated from my primary school.

I have tried blogging a few times after that but to no avail. I will always either abandon the blog or delete it. I guess I didn't have as much willpower as Xiaxue whose been blogging for 10 years now! This blog is my best success story so far. I have been blogging continuously for about 6 months now! That's half a year :} My first post was on the 23rd...Maybe I'll do something on the 23rd this month to celebrate!

I am contemplating this because while waiting for my movies to finish converting, I was reading some of Xiaxue and QiuQiu's blog posts. It struck me how famous they were just from blogging about their everyday lives. They were kind of like mini-celebrities in their own right. I mean really. Reporters and tabloids alike want to know a celebrities daily happenings and scandals ( Keeping Up With The Kardashians, anyone?). And here were people who happily wrote about their everyday life for all to read.

They have amassed such a huge readership that all their fans eagerly wait for their next post. When they post after a long time, everyone jumps to read it right away. While small blogs like mine just fade away and collect cyber dust. Not that I am complaining. I didn't start this blog just so people will notice me. Heck, I didn't even tell any of my friends that I have a blog.

It is just something I always think about when I read the blogs of people who have a huge readership. I think it may be because I hardly put labels on my posts lol. I am a very private person in general, especially online. The internet world has become a very scary and brutal place where anyone and everyone can attack you anonymously. You won't find me sharing pictures of me on my blog. And when I blog about the places I go to, it is usually after I've been to that place or I am very very vague about the location. You may laugh, but I am afraid people may stalk me....it is a justifiable fear, alright? It happened to other people!

I don't know if I really want to increase readership of my blog or just make my blog more interesting for me. Even I can find my blog a little boring sometimes. Maybe I'll have a page about taking random snapshots of things...That actually sounds pretty cool! I remembered when I once wanted to do a blog that did reviews on stuff like books, movies, dramas etc. And I even made a detailed plan in my notebook! Like all other blogs, I abandoned it...and it was partly because I didn't have the time. Maybe I'll do that when I am older and have finished school :D

Right now, I am just watching movies and dramas and blogging about it, which is actually like reviewing...But it will get boring after a while, won't it? I have a feeling that this is going to be a really lengthy post. To whoever who reads this blog, you may go now...no need to continue.
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Oh? You are still reading? MWAHAHAHA! My bait worked!! Anyways, continuing on, reading their blogs ( Xiaxue and QiuQiu's) really got me thinking about the future. I mean, I am 15 and in a few years, I'll be going to university and then taking my first job...what would I want my life to be like?

I definitely do not want an office job. That will just be like going to school all over again. You wake up too early, go to work grumbling about the work you are going to do, start doing your work in a tiny cubicle, look forward to going for lunch and gossiping with your friends, go back to work and look forward to getting home and finally sleeping. How is it any different from going to school?

The only difference is that school-life can be enjoyable lol. Because you are alot more carefree and don't need to worry about bills etc.

I want to wake up at whatever time I want to wake up, and not be plagued to go work in an office cubicle because that just sickens me. I love writing. So, I considered being a journalist or something (still considering). A journalist that travels alot...But I also want to have kids and having a traveling mom might not be good for them :D Look, I am such a considerate mom! I am considering for the kids I am going to have in the future.

Oh, for that line of thought, I am hoping to have 3 kids by the time I hit 35....whom they all share a wonderful father. Yes, I still have that kind of fantasy and I always will. People who think they are so 'wise' as  to be cynical about love and all that really make me laugh. But that's for another blog post =D

I can't believe that it is nearly 4am! More like 3.45 am to be exact. Where did all the time go? Seriously, how long is this post? Or have I been too distracted doing so many other things inlcuding typing up this post?

Oh god, we have digressed far too much from the main path. Let's get back to it...

As I was saying, I want to live my life quite happily. Like the way Xiaxue and QiuQiu are living their lives. Happy with the job they are doing and happy with their lives (at least that's the image they seem to portray). And it is pretty cool that they earn bucketloads of money from advertising brands on their blogs and going for events and getting freebies. I want leh!

My movies haven't finished converting but I think I need to go sleep now since I have school on Thursday and I don't want to start the habit of sleeping really late and waking up really late ( I woke up at 2pm today). But I think I'll be contemplating ways to improve my somewhat lagging blog and my seemingly stagnant life. Hoho, there may be a part 2 to this. You'll get more life rubbish junk from me.

Okays, going to sleep now lol.